Tuesday, September 25, 2012

The Storm

This moment is graven into my mind.



The wind was blowing;
it usually does.
Your cheeks were red,
seared by the chill air.
Your eyes, blue,
as though the spring sky had surrendered its color to your gaze to make way for the roiling clouds.
Your hair, golden,
a wavy halo swirling with an untamed ferocity whose appeal you will never understand,
dancing unchecked with the outriders.

You were a Norse legend, a shieldmaiden of old,
fair and beautiful, a harbinger of the storm to come.

And the storm did come.

Rains crashed down, lashing my unprotected body,
thunder shook the ground beneath my feet,
as the lightning ripped the sky asunder.

And in the midst of the whirling downpour,
I gloried in it,
because the storm is life.

The gray overcast, the empty fog,
that drains until there is nothing left,
so softly that you hardly notice,
and leaves you bloodless and cold,
that is my fear.

But the storm rages on,
a churning mass of pain and hardship and heartbreak,
and though it may shatter me on the rocks,
blood courses through my veins, hot despite the icy rain,
and the storm is nothing to be feared.


For some, the sun shines and the sky smiles,
but I've always chased the lightning.

Monday, September 10, 2012

On the Odd Proportions of the Awkward Engineer

Revelation has been given to me.

So I'm a working man now.  A real, bona fide engineer who does all kinds of captain-y things.  Okay, actually I just sit around and bug the people who actually know what's going on and are good at stuff.  Whatever.

Anywho, as an engineer, I'm around a lot of other engineers.  And among those other engineers are a number of awkward engineers.  These men seem to exude awkward energy from there very pores, projecting it out onto those around them so that as you walk by, you feel the slight a slight cringe run down your spine.  The awkward force is strong with these ones.

Now I was wondering to myself one day, "What makes an awkward engineer so different from the rest of us?  Why are there some guys who seem totally chill and relaxed and others who leave you shaking with the sheer power of their oddity?"  For a while, it was a mystery that I could not solve.

Until one day, I was walking down the hall and it hit me.  It's all a matter of proportions.  Allow me to illustrate.  In our first example, I present to you a normally proportioned engineer.


Well, he's poorly drawn, so maybe he's not perfectly proportioned, but he'll serve our purposes.  Alright, now we're going to perform some science on this guy to make him awkward.  Step one: the waistline.

Woah!  Did it suddenly get more awkward in here?  This guys seems to think so.  But wait, we can do more!

Oh yeah!  Look at those shoulders!  That hunched posture is practically screaming awkward!  It's as though he shambles through the abandoned cubicles day after day, preying upon the social graces of those unfortunate enough to stumble into his dark domain.  Let's just add the finishing touches now...

He is complete!  Look upon his wretched form!  Bask in the radiance of his awkwardness!  We walk in the garden of his turbulence!  Yaaaaaaa!

As some of you may have noticed, the key to the awkward engineer's awkwardness is a matter of proportions.  To increase the awkwardness, you must simply push some of the normal dividing lines of the human form UP.  Waistline, shoulders, hairline, and the bottom of the pants legs.  Move every one of those up about 4 inches and BAM!  Instant awkwardness.

And now you know.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Righteous Right Hand

Beautiful.

A friend and I were talking earlier and we got onto the topic of favorite Bible verses.  The one she told me about totally blew me away with how awesome it was.  It's Isaiah 41:10 and it goes a little something like this...

"So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand."

I was just struck by the incredible imagery of that verse.  The thought that, when we are weak and lacking for strength, God is there, holding us in His righteous hand is one that I find both powerful and comforting.  Definitely something to keep in mind when my own strength runs out.


Tuesday, September 4, 2012

Parallelism

I feel like I've been here before...

today I climbed the tallest tree
leapt from the highest branches
caught the wings of the storm and rode them away
watched the lightning crash behind me
floated in the silence
listened to the screaming
let the voices reside
now I wait

Something feels different this time.